DH is still doing well on not drinking. I have to say, I’m rather impressed, although we are reaching about the same time frame as before. Where he went two weeks without drinking and then had some beer. I’m rather a bit of a fool, who keeps hopes up no matter how many times they are dashed.
I’m scared for the future still though. We are seriously looking into house buying now. As in, I’m actually going to a walk through with a Realtor today. What happens if we buy the house, and he starts again? Has he been doing so well because he knows I don’t want to buy a house when he is drinking all the time? So if we do buy one, will he go back to normal? Will he use the stress of buying a house and moving as an excuse?
It’s just so HARD to be so worried and fixated on the “what if’s” of a situation where the “what if’s” are very plausible, and even likely.
